Anon Meme

[slumber]

Bad decisions. We all make them--what to wear, where to go, what to do, how to feel.

We HAVE to make decisions. Sometimes it can be helped--I shifted courses, didn't I? (And, in doing so, I think I actually performed better than ever) But there are some decisions that are irreversible, and that's the reason I'm terrified of making decisions.

I'll have no one to blame, and I'll have to live with myself after.

So I guess I'm guising this as an anon meme, partly for curiosity, partly so I an unload somewhere. Tell me about the worst decision you've ever made. Anonymous posting is on. It always is. IP logging has never been on either. :)

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

The worst choice I've ever made is defriending the person I love and trying to push them out of my life when I needed them the most.

[(Anonymous)]

I've done that, 'cept the person never tried to get me back. They gave up like they always do.

[(Anonymous)]

taking ap chemistry.

[(Anonymous)]

Leaving the school I loved just because I was too weak and let my demons get the best of me.

[(Anonymous)]

i regret a lot of commnets i've made in people's journals

i also regret not studying for any of my exams. i always mean to, but...livejournal!

[(Anonymous)]

ditto

[(Anonymous)]

Getting addicted to pills and almost letting them kill me

[(Anonymous)]

self harm

[(Anonymous)]

drinking bad apple juice :|

[(Anonymous)]

I've done that too! Man, isn't life hard. :|

[(Anonymous)]

so true. i should have stuck to water, but i can be a bit of a retard & it would have been a wasted 97p. :|

[(Anonymous)]

Choosing one over another. It doesn't matter what decision, I always wonder what it would have been like the other way.

[(Anonymous)]

Drifting away from people all the time, and never having a best friend.

[(Anonymous)]

Oh my god, me too, except I never felt I could CHOOSE to have a best friend. Everyone else fit. I never did.

[(Anonymous)]

Exactly! It seems that everyone has their favourite, or their bff, or whatever. I never do. I start to wonder if it's me. *sigh*

yet someone else with the bff problem

[(Anonymous)]

I know exactly how that feels. It's so horrible always being the odd one out. And everyone else seems to think I don't mind it, when I really, really do. I put on a happy face and act like everything's okay, but I wish that I could have that one person that I could say 'wow, you're my best friend' to and have that feeling reciprocated.

[(Anonymous)]

Cheating on the love of my life

[(Anonymous)]

Realizing now that the person that's my friend is the one I care for, I'm scared to death that she might not care for me the same way.

[(Anonymous)]

Letting him convince me that I wasn't worth it.

[(Anonymous)]

i haven't been to my science class in over a month. i even missed the first midterm 'cause i wasn't in class to find out where it was being held.

[(Anonymous)]

joining fandom

[(Anonymous)]

not having the courage to break up sooner when i knew it wouldn't work.

[ant-power.livejournal.com]

The worst decision I ever made was moving back home to live with my mother. It was only supposed to be for a few months, and it's going on two years now and she is driving me insane and I don't see how I shall ever leave.

Also, I used to wear this ugly red cordoroy beret everywhere, that was a terrible decision as well.

[(Anonymous)]

Being passive and shy and not getting to know people when I had the chance. I fucking hate being on the outskirts of a group, the afterthought, the last one invited places if I'm invited at all. It's fucking lonely</I.. And it's my fault for not taking action and making the effort to get past my social inhibitions and forge close relationships.

[(Anonymous)]

Ahaha, stupid LJ cutting me off. As I was saying:

And it's my fault for not taking action and making the effort to get past my social inhibitions and forge close relationships.

[jaig.livejournal.com]

My computer's been hijacked by spammers and sends spam to millions, so I can't comment anonymously.

My computer is so wonderful. :)

[lindsical.livejournal.com]

Well, I was going to comment anonymously but meh, I'm not in the mood to hide behind an italicised word. These are in no real order but they're like the TOP FIVE worst decisions I've made since living on my own.

- Telling someone that I loved them when I really was falling in love with someone else.

- Cheating on my husband because I just thought life was so horrible with him that I wanted to get away.

- Being in love with someone, catering to their wants, and being unable to tell them no.

- Using resources that were technically not mine (example. $412 to buy a plane ticket with my husband's paycheck).

- Nanowrimo.

[(Anonymous)]

Wondering if maybe I like someone the way they like me and letting them believe that I do when really, I don't think I can at all, and not knowing how to go back on it or if it's even fair to try.

[(Anonymous)]

Letting you mean more to me than I ever should have when you don't feel the same, and never letting you know, and wondering why you never tell me when you're hurting or upset or posting angsty things and knowing I don't deserve you to anyway.

[slumber.livejournal.com]

:(

[saphreanth.livejournal.com]

Wow, I so cannot choose my worst decision. I've made some horrible decisions in my life...slacking off in school, saying the wrong things to people, constantly wasting my time with the most inane things. Of course, it sounds normal, because everyone does that, but these are the kinds of decisions that have more or less ruined my life. :|

[saphreanth.livejournal.com]

Hahahahahhaha, er, that was meant to be anon. /:) But oh well, I suppose most people already know how angsty and emo and DRAMA QUEEN I am, *grins*.

[(Anonymous)]

My worst decision was believing her when she told me it would be forever. The worst part about drifting away is when the other person doesn't care about you anymore, and has very obviously moved on when you just can't.

[(Anonymous)]

All my worst decisions have to do with things I didn't say rather than things I did.

I know I will never say some of them and I feel complicit.

[jimwise.livejournal.com]

Not living to it's fullest, I think. It's at least up there on my list of regrets. I know I'm still young, but I know I could be doing so much more. I already see my friends flying by with so much potential, and I'm scared that I'm not going anywhere in life..

[(Anonymous)]

Applying to UPenn early decision and having to subject myself to that rejection letter 20 days from now. I seriously wish that I had listened to my parents and applied to somewhere that I could've gotten in and still been perfectly happy at instead of pretending that I can do more than I can. I hate it when I torture myself with stupid stubborn decisions like this.