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I'm caught between being all bouncy and happy and stuff like that because I'd just eaten a bar of chocolate and I am playing with dolls and I wish I had a camera because, hee. *snickers* If you knew what kind of doll thingies these were, you'd understand. Really. Well, you'll understand soon enough, I guess. *is being cryptic right now, though.

*facepalms* I just realised I never finished the whole sentence thought of the first line.

I'm caught between being happy and perky AND being melancholy and listless and stuff like that. On one hand, chocolate, nice music, doll-playing. On the other, it's just - one big meh. *sighs* I mean, yeah. I am excited about getting the books I ordered off Amazon and maybe going again to a mall this Tuesday and then doing some more me!shopping because I think I ran out the novelties of what I'd bought before, hahaha, and all of my Christmas spirit is going into writing stuff (All coming along quite well, I assure you, with the exception of the one due tomorrow, which I've not started, and two other stuff for Very Important People, and two others for Someone I Owed Fic Months Ago) and other stuff, but otherwise, eh.

Something is pulling me down. It may be myself.

Went to two Christmas parties yesterday. I miss my high school friends. I have fun with my college friends. But most of my college friends are friends only on a superficial level, more or less, and my high school friends are getting harder to connect to. I don't know.

As for online friends, well, there is much love. More or less.

Anyway, I've decided to do a meme, gacked from [livejournal.com profile] unrouen, though it's been going around for some time now. I wanted to put this off til after Christmas because it might be a downer or something, but I don't know. It's the anon people meme, except I'm going to try and make it more concise, and I'm not necessarily going to talk to people that you'd expect me to talk to. I'm considering everyone on my flist. *nodnod*

  1. You seem so serious, which is why I like it when I make you laugh. You should talk more often. *loves upon*
  2. I am in so much awe of you, and I realised I should have been more intimidated the first time I talked to you, but I wasn't. I don't comment much because of that. I'm, yeah. Hopefully after Christmas I'll feel more like I have a right to talk to you. *sheepish grin*
  3. I want to help, but I don't know how.
  4. I wish we could grow closer.
  5. *mwah* You are twisted and adorable.
  6. I wish I could be happy for you, but quite frankly I don't see any reason.
  7. Tell me what I am to you.
  8. Grow up.
  9. I miss you.
  10. You need to be online more.
  11. Everyone seems to like you. I don't know why.
  12. You've been there since the beginning, but I never got to know you more than that. I'm always going to be thankful, though.
  13. I want to talk to you more.
  14. You hurt me, when I shouldn't have cared, but I'm shallow that way. I'll try to understand, but, yeah. Whatever. It shouldn't matter.
  15. I have so much respect for you. I wish I could do what you want me to do, but, yeah. Sorry.
  16. I've never been really close to you, but you've always seemed to be the one person I ought to be close to.
  17. Thank you for listening.
  18. You intimidate me somewhat, but in a good way, I guess.
  19. I'm sorry.
  20. It's funny how the world is so small. :P


Twenty people. I've listed down the right answers, so I don't forget. Haha. Feel free to guess, but I'm not admitting to anything. *screens comments*
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