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It's my high school friend's birthday today and if it weren't for the fact that I was typing up an LJ entry I would never have remembered.

I hate drifting.

And bad dreams. I had one yesterday, while S was offline and I decided to take a nap, in which--well, it seemed a cross between some teen drama and a Really Bad Romance Novel and Real Life, because it involved people Trying To Be Seductive And Failing Horribly Through Bad, Awkward, Inexperienced Kissing.

As I was telling Line, I am SO put off by the activity forever. *shudders*

It doesn't help that Bad Kiss happened between me and an RL friend who I will never be able to look in the eye again, plskthxbai. And, you know, RL friend is not horrid-looking, or anything, and personality's not bad either, but the dream was all, "Ew gross bad kisser run awaaaaaaay" so I shall keep that in mind.

Ew, I swear.


In other news, I have much love for jetsam_porridge. Thank you thank you, love. ♥

SCREWED LIEK WHOA

I just found out I have a fifty-point quiz at 2.30pm today in History, WHICH I HAVE NOT STUDIED FOR BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ON TUESDAY. Fuck.

On the up-side, I only have today to worry about it, now. And and and I'll have more time to worry about my finals on Quantitative Methods on Tuesday, too.

But shit, dude. I need, like, a passing mark at least. I don't even KNOW what readings are going to be COVERED, although the last test like this, I managed to get a decent mark, after reading through everything from 8:30 onwards. :|

On the bad side, I SO totally wasted precious time faffing around.

My life is a MESS

Honestly, I've no idea what to feel. I alternate from being hyper to being bitter to being hyper to being insane to being morose and sulky and then I lose my train of thought and -- ooh, pretty butterfly. :|

Like like like:

Evy: *studies liek whoa*
Lissa: *plans HP party*
Line: *is quiet*
Linds: *is sick*
Evy: *is left out of the L-ness and has to go*
Exam: *is out of this world*
Evy: *passes*
Class: *also, but they studied for longer, bwah!*
Evy: *pwnz, clearly*

And then I go out of the building and I find out that the parking lot RIGHT IN FRONT OF IT has just had a murder the night before. So, someone died in school.

Evy: *blinks* Oh dear.

And then I go to where my friends and I usually hang out, after I'd gone to the library, and by this time I have COMPLETELY forgotten about the murder.

Friend: You didn't have doughnuts for lunch again, did you?
Evy: No, I was only making the doughnuts my excuse, yes. *claps hands*
Friend: *raises eyebrow*
Evy: *bounces*
Other people: *talk about murder*
Evy: *listens and is morose again*

Then then then a friend asked me to TAG ALONG tomorrow with her and her almost-boyfriend because if she doesn't go with a friend, her mother will make her go with their maid. :|

Evy!Text: Okay.
Friend!Text: Yay thanks.
Evy: *sulks*
Friend: *is happy*
Evy: *wants to stab the number three*

And then I got home and my parents didn't allow me to tag along, so I texted friend mentioned above and she called and I haven't actually really spoken to her in a long time so I was happy again. Then I went online and S was on early and then, craziness.

Evy: *faffs around LJ*
S: *waits for OMGNEWPHONE to charge*
the corner of Evy's eye: *randomly checks schedule at sidebar, which has been there since FEBRUARY*
Deadline for HD FQF: *registers*
Evy: *spasms and thought it was due on the 30th*
S: *laughs and laughs*
S's new phone: *is charged*
S: *is distracted by phone*
Evy: *flails and headdesks*

So. There's no way I'm writing it by the deadline BECAUSE I have a paper due on Monday and a finals on Tuesday and I can't fuck either up as they are the LAST things I have to do, really. And I am still feeling inexplicably giddy and bitter and terrified and WEIRD.

*inserts actual conversation*

Evy: oh god, where DID I leave my brain?
S: um um
S: i don't know
S: i'm in love
S: *clings to phone*
Evy: *giggles*
Evy: tell me, S.
Evy: Does it have the vibrate function? :|

MINTY YOU MUST COME HERE RIGHT AWAY IT ONLY COSTS S$25.98!!!