Huh. You know you've got it bad when the only thing that lifts your mood up is the fact that when you update LJ, the date is right and you don't have to change it anymore.
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I had a dream that took place inside the head, figuratively. It was just a dark place. There was some sort of scientist who had a sickness, in the dream. He was either dying or had Alzheimer's, and his wife tried to tell him to fight for retention of his memories and whenever he succeeded, the room lit up (sort of like Soft Light in 5x100% Opacity, ohgod I'm a loser) and then we'd be all yay and stuff, but he had trouble holding on until his wife finally told him that it was okay to let go, and then he followed this little butterfly into the darkness, and then everything dimmed.
How ominous. Recently I've been thinking of letting go.
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I was thinking of an emo post, but after writing in my emo journal I don't feel like going through it again. Yes, I have an emo journal. It has 8 entries now, although not all of them are emo. Started keeping it at the beginning of the year and it's been absorbing the wangst since. Well, not all of the wangst, but, you know, whatever I could save my flist from. ;)
Christ but I hate having issues.
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Paid account running out by March 30. Had fun with it, thanks again, Meg, and D for the icon space! <333 to you both. Seriously. *kisses*
Gah. Someone remind me to move all my icons to GeeeeeJay. Which I may or may not move to. The decision would be easier if my flist weren't here, lol. Love for you all, *smooch*
Been a bad week. It's okay, though, summer vacation's almost here. Yeah.
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ETA: I'm not logically inclined to believe in horoscopes, but there have been a few instances in the past when damn, they hit the nail on the head. Today's one of them.
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I had a dream that took place inside the head, figuratively. It was just a dark place. There was some sort of scientist who had a sickness, in the dream. He was either dying or had Alzheimer's, and his wife tried to tell him to fight for retention of his memories and whenever he succeeded, the room lit up (sort of like Soft Light in 5x100% Opacity, ohgod I'm a loser) and then we'd be all yay and stuff, but he had trouble holding on until his wife finally told him that it was okay to let go, and then he followed this little butterfly into the darkness, and then everything dimmed.
How ominous. Recently I've been thinking of letting go.
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I was thinking of an emo post, but after writing in my emo journal I don't feel like going through it again. Yes, I have an emo journal. It has 8 entries now, although not all of them are emo. Started keeping it at the beginning of the year and it's been absorbing the wangst since. Well, not all of the wangst, but, you know, whatever I could save my flist from. ;)
Christ but I hate having issues.
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Paid account running out by March 30. Had fun with it, thanks again, Meg, and D for the icon space! <333 to you both. Seriously. *kisses*
Gah. Someone remind me to move all my icons to GeeeeeJay. Which I may or may not move to. The decision would be easier if my flist weren't here, lol. Love for you all, *smooch*
Been a bad week. It's okay, though, summer vacation's almost here. Yeah.
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ETA: I'm not logically inclined to believe in horoscopes, but there have been a few instances in the past when damn, they hit the nail on the head. Today's one of them.
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Date: 2005-03-21 12:19 pm (UTC)Emo journal? That's a strange-but-good idea. (I'd get my own, but I'd be worried about having nothing to write about in my actual journal)
*pets*
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Date: 2005-03-21 01:27 pm (UTC)Strange-but-good is good. :P (Aww. *cuddles*)
*curls up at feet*
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Date: 2005-03-21 02:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-21 03:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-21 11:49 pm (UTC)...excuse me while I die. :|
ANYWAY in other news I love yoooooou.
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Date: 2005-03-22 05:38 am (UTC)I love you too. *snuggles*
And Charli? The thing I said that didn't bother me? It's bothering me now. :|
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Date: 2005-03-22 07:45 pm (UTC)I don't have school on Friday, we'll talk, love. And you can gmail me if you like! *kisses*
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Date: 2005-03-22 07:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-21 04:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 05:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 01:38 am (UTC)*SNUDDLE*no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 05:41 am (UTC)PS. That's my drama icon. :|
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Date: 2005-03-22 08:26 pm (UTC)*cuts*