Last Minute Flailing

[slumber]

*STRESS*

*PANIC*

*also, FLAILS*

Shitshitshitshit. What made me think I could catch up on sleep this morning before we have to leave for the hotel at noon? It's 9am and I haven't eaten breakfast yet, and I have to print the guest list and the programs and the computer with the printer is fucking freezing up on me and some people don't even remember what I told them about the details and they keep asking me where it is and I just remembered that OMG I have not written the blurbs for the 181818 people on my program and that's 54 little blurbs and they're all backing out and I couldn't contact three of them and oh, oh, I can't do this. What if there's something I forgot to do and mom finds out and then, oh, she'll yell and get mad and I can't just not care and shoot, I don't know if the email I sent the events manager with the oscar's trophy for the ice sculptor made it because I sent it already and then she said it wasn't there and then I sent it again and I haven't heard from her, and then I I just received word that the email I sent the sounds people bounced back and I have to find them later to give them the program and oh, my emcees! I hope they can pull it off, I trust them, but then I've got a lot to explain to them too and oh I don't know if there'll be enough time once they're doing my make up and stuff and argh.

*breathes some more* Because, you know, I'm fine. Really.

I'll make it. I'll make the blurbs, yeah, that's what I'll do.

Things to look forward to:

1. The flowers are pretty.
   
2. I will look fabulous in my dress.
   
3. PRESENTS.
   
4. Maybe I can read A Separate Peace and Stealing Harry.
   
5. I still have the laptop. Shall do tomorrow's edition of the Prophet for SE.
   
6. An RP between Mandy and Terry.
   
7. And RP between Justin and Terry. (w00t! Finally. *giggles* SO looking forward to this.)

Reasons for Liking LJ:

16. They email comments to you. Even though it sometimes takes ages, at least it still does. Don't take this for granted.


ETA: Fuck. Don't mind me, am just going to cry now. If I keep this all inside, I'll end up bursting later, and then my make-up will be ruined.

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[eljuno.livejournal.com]

*Patpats* Survival is easy if you just let it go.

...Then again, I speak as someone who's been to five or six colleges. So far. At 21.

...Don't listen to me, but relax...

[slumber.livejournal.com]

*is patted* I usually am, too, just that this time--eh. Whatever. I'm going to put myself way beyond the point of caring, now.