Last Minute Flailing

[slumber]

*STRESS*

*PANIC*

*also, FLAILS*

Shitshitshitshit. What made me think I could catch up on sleep this morning before we have to leave for the hotel at noon? It's 9am and I haven't eaten breakfast yet, and I have to print the guest list and the programs and the computer with the printer is fucking freezing up on me and some people don't even remember what I told them about the details and they keep asking me where it is and I just remembered that OMG I have not written the blurbs for the 181818 people on my program and that's 54 little blurbs and they're all backing out and I couldn't contact three of them and oh, oh, I can't do this. What if there's something I forgot to do and mom finds out and then, oh, she'll yell and get mad and I can't just not care and shoot, I don't know if the email I sent the events manager with the oscar's trophy for the ice sculptor made it because I sent it already and then she said it wasn't there and then I sent it again and I haven't heard from her, and then I I just received word that the email I sent the sounds people bounced back and I have to find them later to give them the program and oh, my emcees! I hope they can pull it off, I trust them, but then I've got a lot to explain to them too and oh I don't know if there'll be enough time once they're doing my make up and stuff and argh.

*breathes some more* Because, you know, I'm fine. Really.

I'll make it. I'll make the blurbs, yeah, that's what I'll do.

Things to look forward to:

1. The flowers are pretty.
   
2. I will look fabulous in my dress.
   
3. PRESENTS.
   
4. Maybe I can read A Separate Peace and Stealing Harry.
   
5. I still have the laptop. Shall do tomorrow's edition of the Prophet for SE.
   
6. An RP between Mandy and Terry.
   
7. And RP between Justin and Terry. (w00t! Finally. *giggles* SO looking forward to this.)

Reasons for Liking LJ:

16. They email comments to you. Even though it sometimes takes ages, at least it still does. Don't take this for granted.


ETA: Fuck. Don't mind me, am just going to cry now. If I keep this all inside, I'll end up bursting later, and then my make-up will be ruined.

Comments

[thethirdbar.livejournal.com]

Evy, sweetheart. Breathe. Okay? And now, again. In, then out. Better? Right, now calm down. It will all work out in the end. You aren't the only person ever to have had one of these, and you're not the only person you have had problems when doing so and it will be perfect. You'll look amazing, you'll gets loads of sparkly presents and everyone will be in awe of your fabulous Evyness. Got it?
Good.

I love you, have fun, and stop spasming! <333333333

[slumber.livejournal.com]

*blinks*

You made sense. Aaaand you were right. <33333333