Semi-Obligatory Valentine's Day Post

[slumber]

I had a post planned for V-Day, and it was a one-liner and it was cool and bitter and true, but then Valentine's came and suddenly I didn't want to just wonder why I want it so much if I'm not supposed to know what I'm missing anyway.

But then there was this and there was this and, well, thank you. Whoever you are. And I utilised my weekend fully (saw Alfie and Phantom of the Opera on Saturday, had a Thai massage on Sunday) and I feel slightly more content, and ALSO, I realised I have one of those schoolgirly crushes again.

A couple of years back, there was this boy who just completely amazed me. He was Very Pretty and cool and brilliant and I just sort of madly loved him in the way that you see Japanese schoolgirls in animes madly following the school heartthrobs around. Oh, I knew he was way way way beyond my reach, but he still made me flustered and blushy and just brushing past him made my day. So much. I'd turn so red and if people figure out why, I wouldn't stop giggling. It was obsessive, but harmless, and it was fun. I'd see him and I'd go, "Aww, pretty!" and then everything will be sunshiney happy and stuff for the rest of the day.

He was my Big Schoolgirl Crush for at least two years.

So yes. I have another Schoolgirl Crush. Mind, I've had a couple of them--I swear, I never really know WHY I'd like them at all, it certainly just isn't on someone cute or nice or funny, so I've since brushed it off as some sort of appeal on their part. Big Schoolgirl Crush (BSC) had that appeal. Jude Law (JL) has it. One Other Person That I Can Remember (OOPTICR) had it too. And now, Someone New (SN) has it.

And it's funny, feeling this giddy sort of schoolgirly feeling all over again, over SN. I just needed to say that. Whether SN can read this or not is irrelevant, really, I'm just making it known because otherwise, I'll implode. It's just so different from liking someone, because usually it's all lukewarm for me, but with Schoolgirl Crushes I need to be able to squee and bounce and giggle and I need to have someone see it, need to have someone roll their eyes at me, need someone to pat me and tell me I'm being silly. It's always been part of my Schoolgirl Crush experiences, I guess, so today, for Valentine's, I'm publicising the squeeing, more for my sake than anyone else's.

Wherever you are, regardless of whether you read this now or not, I am infatuated. I hope you have a happy St Valentine's Day.

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Also. I love you. Happy Valentine's Day. ♥

Comments

[thethirdbar.livejournal.com]

*rolls eyes at & pats you*
You're being silly. :p

Juuuuuust kidding, mon chere. Y'are cute & lovely &, psst, loveforyou! <3

[slumber.livejournal.com]

*giggles* Thanks, and you've just sort of volunteered. Shall have to squee with you now, in case. XD

Love you too! <3

[thethirdbar.livejournal.com]

OH NO, DREADED EVY SQUEEING!

-- er. I mean, I will gladly have you squee at me &, perhaps, join in with the squeeing, dear. ALTHOUGH, am terribly jealous of the subject of the squeeing, ohyes. :p

Well, duh. I am undeniably the most loveable person on the planet. How could you not? XP <3 *kiss!*

[slumber.livejournal.com]

*patpat* Ahahaha, that's the ego. :| *giggles* Dun see how it intimidates, though. *snugloves*

[maegunnbatt.livejournal.com]

Happy Valentine's Day sweetie! Your pressie arrived in the mail today! And OMG, I love it soooo much! I *squee*d and *w00t*ed and generally scared my cat and husband, and I do believe it is the OMG Coolest Thing I Have Ever Received in the Mail To Date. Thanks so much!!! *hugs*

[slumber.livejournal.com]

Ohhh, lovely timing! XD Yay, so glad you liked! <333

[jetsam-porridge.livejournal.com]

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY MY LOVELY! I really want to know who this SN person is, but I can squee without knowing, so *SQUEES WITH YOU* I love you! :D

[slumber.livejournal.com]

*SNUGSNUGSNUG* Ahahaha, yes, squee without knowing, I don't think I can say, lol. XD Love you too! <3

[jetsam-porridge.livejournal.com]

*snugsnug* Why can't you saaaay? *pout*

[slumber.livejournal.com]

BECAUSE. It's embarrassing. NOT that SN is horrid and ugly and whatever, but, you know, it's SN. :| That made NO SENSE, but yeah. It's embarrassing to admit that someone can reduce me to a giggling pile of schoolgirl. XP

[jetsam-porridge.livejournal.com]

Pfft, embarrass schmarrass! PAH I SAY. PAH. Tell!

[slumber.livejournal.com]

Shaaaaaaaan't. *zips lips* >D

[jetsam-porridge.livejournal.com]

YOU ARE MEAN AND CRUEL AND DEPRIVE ME OF ESSENTIAL INFORMATION. :|

[slumber.livejournal.com]

It's not essential, otherwise, you'd have died by now. >D

[jetsam-porridge.livejournal.com]

*dead*

[jaig.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't mind hearing that snippy one-liner. :P

I had one too. Except it wasn't as harmless as I thought. But! I'm over it.

Hope yours was lovely, dear.

[slumber.livejournal.com]

Not so much snippy as thoroughly bitter, really. ;)

Your vicious post rocked, have I told you? *snuggles*

[jaig.livejournal.com]

I like bitter. (Goes well with coffee.) (totally my line, bitch.)

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